This has been a very helpful response to questions I have been working on in the last few days. I, myself and 44 years old. Just a few months ago I found out I was BIPOLAR. I have been short term cycling and crying all morning. I read this response and it helped me calm dowm. I lost my family, home, post home, and everything that means anything to me. I have been so manice (both ways) for somany years, it's sickning. Who missed it so many times. My lovely wife now wants nothing to do with me. -- Starting over with no support is hard. "When will I see you? " and " I want my life back" are replaying. Thanks for your encouraging information.