Alrighty then ... so i am sure you read the contributions of other peoples' postings and find a satisfaction cuzz you sure make your share of postings. I have found your postings on the gestalt forum as well. (its the place I hang out)
For myself, your message is clear and to the point. It is not that I wasted myself in reading your postings, it is that I have come to know you in a way which brings me to think that if you have seen one of your postings, then you have seen them all.
I know that when I post, every once in a while I like to look back and see what I thought was so important back then. Sometimes I am surprised by my thoughtfulness and my thoughtlessness. In any case, I enjoy seeing who I was, who I still am. It is like looking in a magic-mirror of time and context.
I feel awkward for you though cuzz you get the same contact from your postings cuzz there is no context. Like looking in a mirror that has no reflection.
I hope you are not as lonely as i seem to be aware you are. That kind of lonliness can be most alone. Nothing is more lonely than being in a room full of people and realizing that you do not appreciate that you are a 'people' yourself.
I have been there. I am not there anymore. Your postings have made there point. You have more to say. Just say it!
warmly and best wishes,