Thanks for responding. I'm not at all certain my 50mg daily regimen of zoloft was of any real benefit. I still had weekly episodes of splitting and of course all the melodrama concurrent. The intensity of these episodes seemed to be decreasing and I didn't have the urge to punish or be violent. I was stilll agressive and angry with a lot of arguing. I truly believe my partner deserves far more credit than me in that she's learning not to buy into my scenes. The problem with this however is it puts the responsibility on her instead of me. My scrpit ran out over a weekend and on my own I oopted to see if there really was a difference. I had several episodes since with symptoms (depression, anger, hopelessness, isolated etc) lasting several days. Now my real question is was I truly improving or was the zoloft a crutch and do I need to do more work free of medication. I'd ask my thereapist but at $140.00 a pop for phone consultation it's a tad heady.
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