My therapist is very willing to try and work this out for me. She has even offered to refer me to someone I can do EMDR with (as I feel if it was a stranger I would have no problem doing it). But that just doesn't feel right to me. I trust her with my life so why can't I do this with her? It is the thought of her watching me and seeing me do this that bothers me, I just don't know why.