Dear DAle, Does your message mean that once you realized the consequences of drug abuse and stopped using that you realized that you never really loved using even though you thought you loved it at the time? What was once a truth is now a lie? Its just a play on words. I once loved using drugs.l don't like consequences, I no longer enjoy any highs; I thought I loved it then, but the real me at the time really wanted and needed something else and had no idea what or certainly how to get any of needs met. Sure can't say I'm perfect now but have learned a few things......