obsessive compulsive disorder and depression

I have been diagnosed with OCD and depression. I am looking for alternative treatment to meds (partly because i am now pregnant). I have some past memories, but nothing that i can pinpoint as being the "cause" of my problems. I guess they would be small "t". I have tried to do some healing of memories in therapy, but did not have much success (not EMDR). I am wondering if EMDR could be helpful to me if i do not have any major memories to grab on to. I do have abandonment issues from childhood--being given by my parents to my grandparents for them to raise me and being made to feel like i wasn't wanted there either. I have a lot of guilt and fear and anxiety in my life today. If you think EMDR could help please let me know. Also, i do not know how to get in touch with a therapist. I live in Sumter, South Carolina--close to Columbia, South Carolina. Any knowledge of therapists practicing EMDR in these areas? Thank you.

• Small t trauma and symptom causation by Shapiro, 7/27/98
• (No title) by (No author), 11/20/98