Hello J. Kimbrough,
I know you don't intend to hurt or insult people by repeating your post without changing the wording. But it would be great to hear what you don't like about what three of us have already suggested. I personally would rather hear that my suggestions don't apply to you, than for you ignore me by repeating your post the next day with the exact same wording.
We are all trying to learn this new medium of posting at forums; the only way for us to learn is to help each other with information on effects and impact. This medium is very one- dimensional and has strange effects on readers that each of us has to learn about....goes for me too. Maybe you could even say why you repeat your posts without changing the wording (and I could get an insight into your intention).
I want to be supportive of your finding what you need in the way of a PTSD model....could you say more about what that is? I live in San Francisco and may be able to help you.
The very best to you....Chauncey