La Luna, with this I certainly mean no offense to you, however I have quite possibly hit the nail on the head. Are you in fact an exhibitionist? And if so, what are you teaching to your clients and is this a form of therapy for you? I sense you have been hurt, many times and in many different circumstances and now you are "exposing" that hurt in a much more hurtful way. IF, I am way off base here and have missed the target, please let me know, but please try not to lob my head off. :o) I welcome the opportunity to chat more with you and to offer any help you may need in your quest for healing. Lynn